This past year, 2020, has taught me so much that I can implement in my coming life. I have relearnt so many lessons, which were unlearnt somehow in the past couple of years. I learnt once again to let go everything, every feeling, every person, irrespective of the fact that I do not want to do that.
But I learnt to let go because we cannot hold anything or any person
to be with us, we cannot live a life based on the assumption that we have
everyone around, no, we have no one around, we were alone, we are alone and we
will remain be alone and I think this is how life is. This is how Allah
Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala want us to be. This is how Allah want me to be, He wants me
to rely only and only on Him, He wants me to put all my efforts in the work for
which he has sent me in this world.
I have relearnt that be less expressive, keep your thoughts to
yourself, don't over do things, just be calm and patient and become the best
observer. Don't panic, don't let your anger drive you crazy, be friends with
your anger, be friends with your inner self, be what you are, don't try to be
someone who is not you.
I have relearnt that life is tuff and it will be more difficult in
future but the more difficult it becomes, the stronger your faith
becomes.
I have untied so many knots and set everything, every person free, I
am my own friend, I have relearnt that no one can be your best friend except
yourself, if you are sad, only you know it and only you are going to be
affected by it, no one, literally no one will be there to see or even notice you.
That is life!
No matter how many friends, loved ones, closed ones are there, you
will have no one around you when you need it. It is you who will be there. So
if anyone is calling you selfish because you care for yourself, let them think
that. Keep yourself at peace, work on yourself, stay quiet and avoid any kind
of interruption in anyone's matters. Just focus on yourself and do your best.
Everything else will fall into place.
I have learnt that it is important to make yourself your own priority,
make your connection stronger with Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala because at the end
of the day, it is the only thing that is there, that is your saviour. No one
else will come to help you except Allah.
